Worried

So i'm worried about Kat. Both Alaia and I are majorly concerned about her. Oh that's right, i haven't told you guys. Alaia is a good friend of ours as well. Obviously as Kat has written something of her, you may have heard of her. But yeah, we're both worried about her. I was trying to move my stuff from college park last weekend when a blood-binder demon attacked. I couldn't get to Kat in time....We actually had to call her Ex in the emergency for his help with stabilizing her. But she lost the baby. She's lost one already this year, and we thought six months was long enough for her to get better before trying again. Well, it was going okay, but the attack....started her. She was only a month and a half thankfully, so it wasn't as bad as if she'd been six months or more. So, yeah. Seriously worried.

The only reason Kat was even down there outside of her safety zone was because of me. She is one of the most powerful people but when any one of Magus get pregnant, our powers are restricted. Unless hunted, we tend to hide out and surround ourselves in protective charms or people because we are vulnerable since we can't use magic without knowing if it will harm the baby or not. When Kat started to bleed...we all freaked. Alaia and I, she is our Queen. She is our reason to fight even now when there is no court. I won't discuss Kat, because that is her business. But what happened pisses me off. Kat had been asked to help with the DC area otherkin council as one of the few royals who aren't tethered to an area. I warned her that DC is too demonic for her to handle. But she handled it. It helps when your Ex is as powerful as her's. But now their attacking us and telling us we aren't welcome to help after they pretty much begged her to help. So yeah, they can pretty much go to hell in my opinion. Kat is such a strong person, but she's been through so much and hurt so badly, i'm surprised and proud of her every day. But this...is beyond even what I can stand and I don't know how Kat stands it.

Kat believes in the demons and those that are considered evil. She feels we're misunderstood and not allowed a chance to show who we are. I won't go too deep into what is happening but there's a boatload of bs and such happening. Many of Otherkin are in an uproar over what's going on and we all know the issue. But you mundanes are clueless and right now, we want it that way. Its safer for you guys and safer for us. Right now, the biggest issue is that the Demons won't listen and the rest of the Otherkin don't want to listen anymore. So standstill, impasse moment. FUN.......

I'm always ashamed that I almost told her and Alaia to never bother me again after I merged with Suneal. But i'm glad they stuck to their guns and I will always love Kat the most for always being there to make me smile even when I know she's hurting. Kat, sweetie...we love you. Alaia and I love you so much, and hope that you can tell us what the pain is so we can make it right. Cause nothing fixes hurts better than your sisters killing what did it. <3